Thursday, July 24, 2008
My sis finally going back to school to study. I thought she would stick to her decision of not going back. The teachers and her classmates keep bombarding her with calls and smses to persuade her to go back. She said very paiseh coz the teachers keep calling, the teachers also call jw mum so his mum ask him to go back school nad my sis too. I wondered is it the persistance or the sincerity that toucher my sis to go back. Anyway she only left with attachment then graduate le so I think it is a pity to give up now. But now since she going back I wondered is she going to persue nursing or not. She told me she quit her engineering course to study nursing. I am really getting very sick of studying, I hate waking up early in the morning and if I pon, I feel miserable in the afternoon too coz I felt so lost, aimless and meaningless. I was still thinking do I want to go uni or not, if not I an just get a 2 pointers, if I want I need to strive very hard. I think my continuous poning would definitely cause my grades to drop tremendously and eventually pull down my year1 and 2 grades which I had worked hard to achieve. Dear told me don't let my year 1 and 2 grades go to waste. I do hope so but the pull not going to school is so strong plus the sleepiness that was pulling me back to bed every morning.
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