Thursday, July 31, 2008
2 days before, I let my 2 hammies out on the bathing sand for a sand bath. But they seem ben ben de don noe how to use. Previously all my hammies know how to use bathing sand de lo. It should be a natural instinct lo since it is bathing but my winter white hammies like ben ben lo don know how to use de. I have no choice den I sprinkle on of the bathing sand on their backs. I already tried very careful not to let the bathing sand go into their eyes le since hammies are not like chinchilla have tears glands to remove irritants then one of my hammies I think eyes are bing irritated. It can't open the eyes lids then I tried to use a wet cotton bud to wipe it eyes. Hammies keep squirming about and struggling it really hard to wipe it eyes but thank goodness that finally get it done. The eye finally can open le.. I think I am not going to let them use the bathing sand anymore.
2:14 pm
Thursday, July 24, 2008
My sis finally going back to school to study. I thought she would stick to her decision of not going back. The teachers and her classmates keep bombarding her with calls and smses to persuade her to go back. She said very paiseh coz the teachers keep calling, the teachers also call jw mum so his mum ask him to go back school nad my sis too. I wondered is it the persistance or the sincerity that toucher my sis to go back. Anyway she only left with attachment then graduate le so I think it is a pity to give up now. But now since she going back I wondered is she going to persue nursing or not. She told me she quit her engineering course to study nursing. I am really getting very sick of studying, I hate waking up early in the morning and if I pon, I feel miserable in the afternoon too coz I felt so lost, aimless and meaningless. I was still thinking do I want to go uni or not, if not I an just get a 2 pointers, if I want I need to strive very hard. I think my continuous poning would definitely cause my grades to drop tremendously and eventually pull down my year1 and 2 grades which I had worked hard to achieve. Dear told me don't let my year 1 and 2 grades go to waste. I do hope so but the pull not going to school is so strong plus the sleepiness that was pulling me back to bed every morning.
9:35 am
Monday, July 21, 2008
Today I so suay lo. A few days ago, the discipline master mass email all that no one is to wear scantily and slippers. But I do not think anyone heed the email. When I reach agora entrance, I saw security guard standing there looking at all of us, when I go through the entrance, I took a second look at what he is looking at then just nice that we made eye contact. I continued my way to my block w6 then while waiting for the lift, he pop up besides me asking me whether am I a student? I said yes then he asked mefor my student id. I think he caught me cause my top is sleeveless and I wore slippers. I felt so embarrassed and unfair. About 80% of the student are wearing slippers and wearing more scantily than me yet only I am caught. But what puzzled me is if he wanted to catch me why followed me all the way till w6 then catch me instead of catching me at the agora there.
12:56 pm
Friday, July 18, 2008
FYP presentation over le but got a sickening feeling of it. That day during presentation, the evaluators were pi pointing each and every single details criticising our project till not a cent worth of it. Even our diagrams are being pointed out of it. They said our ERD only used 3 tables out of the 7 then why do we put company information as a table. Then they also pin pointing out the data flow diagram. I presenting the wireframes and site maps then they asked me to skip then I don't have anything on it to present. Haiz... later the faci told us that we are the weakest out of the 4 teams who did this project. That dampen my heartz even more. The module chair even suggested we do not take this project part 2 for the next semester and so we are to choose another 3. Then the project we chose are for 4 persons de so someone who don have a team might be joining us. So scared that the person is weird weird or don do thing de. Haiz...
12:18 pm
Monday, July 14, 2008
FINALLY OVER LE!!! Submitted my fyp at 10.05am this morning. Over le. Next going to chiong presentation on the 16. Need to be in school by 9am, presentation starts at 10am, kinda nervous. Then got a little of break in between until we started on our next fyp. Still doing on the same project but with advanced features. Going to start around the first week of aug. The whole of year 3 keep doing fyp. Really too stressed up with it le. The last few weeks being quite stressed over it. When there are errors, I really feel like killing myself. The next fyp I am kinda worried. With gladys gone, she excelled in debugging part, really hope can keep the bugs away.
12:39 pm
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Tomorrow going to be my FYP mock presentation with my supervisor another team. Her other team 1 of the members just coincidently to be my classmates too. My FYP final presentation is on the 16, 1 more week only lehz..scared if cannot do well then die for sure. My FYP team mate pull out suddenly then want to join other team, so throw us in the middle of nowhere when we only have 2 members. Then I remembered that last semester rina told me that she still don have a team so I asked her then her team members always mia then she jumped over.
2:04 pm
