Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Really force myself to wake up everyday to go to school. My first thought when the alarm rings is I am so tired I want to pon, but on second thoughts I pon too much le. I had already pon twice for every modules and for my accounting module I pon thrice le. I cant afford to pon anymore but I cant resist my comfy bed and cosy morning atmosphere every morning. Nowadays I used to going to work rather than going to school. Maybe as I am getting older, studying become a secondary option compared to working. A few years back, I prefered studying than working, recently my mentality changes maybe it is because I keep reminding myself that 7 more months then I graduate le. But my first concern is my FYP. I undergo too much of stress daily that I getting more and more temperamental and wincing.
Today I dont feel like going to school de, but I pon 2 times le then in the afternoon got marketing UT and today is marketing lesson, so it is better to attend to refresh my memory to prepare better for the UT later on. I pon my first marketing UT le so cant afford to pon another kekez... Recently I become so bad keep poning and so restless and lazy in school. I dread going for lesson everyday. I so suay, I missed the train that I normally take then even though the next train is 4 mins away but I knew I will be late de. At the time really feel like going back as late then will be downgraded even though if is only 1 min late. I walked to school then when I am at the shelter I tripped and fall flat. I hurt my palms and knees but thank goodness I am wearing long pant thus only some abrasions and scratches. Sharold and Limei asked whether did anyone held me up but too bad none only 1 guy not sure either is malay or indian telling me be careful then walked off. There are so many people walking to school at the shelter there then I am so paiseh that I dont even dared to look back. My palms and knees hurts badly.
Today I dont feel like going to school de, but I pon 2 times le then in the afternoon got marketing UT and today is marketing lesson, so it is better to attend to refresh my memory to prepare better for the UT later on. I pon my first marketing UT le so cant afford to pon another kekez... Recently I become so bad keep poning and so restless and lazy in school. I dread going for lesson everyday. I so suay, I missed the train that I normally take then even though the next train is 4 mins away but I knew I will be late de. At the time really feel like going back as late then will be downgraded even though if is only 1 min late. I walked to school then when I am at the shelter I tripped and fall flat. I hurt my palms and knees but thank goodness I am wearing long pant thus only some abrasions and scratches. Sharold and Limei asked whether did anyone held me up but too bad none only 1 guy not sure either is malay or indian telling me be careful then walked off. There are so many people walking to school at the shelter there then I am so paiseh that I dont even dared to look back. My palms and knees hurts badly.
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