Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Haiz... I really don't understand guys at all. They can be so sweet at this moment but becomes a raging bull at the next. I really feel like giving up, I am so tired in carrying on le. All the unexpected change in temperament are building stress in me apart from my hectic schedule. Sometimes I wondered how much longer my pathetic body could survive in this tough tough world. I don't understand?? I always thought that girls are supposed to be protected by guys, let alone lay a finger on them. But I don't understand why am I suffering all these abuses. Antt told me that she very pei fu me for being able to endure so long in this relationship. She said that the girls should leave once the guy had lay a finger on her, but it not easy to do so. I really lack of the courage. Frankly speaking, I really admired Antt alot that she is able to stand up again after the fatal attack from her previous guy. I could still remembered that she not able to sleep at nitez and being crying almost any nitez. Melancholy always attacked her without any signals. All those difficult times she been through I witnessed all of it, so I really said that she is tough. Antt said I am addicted to love but the the relationship is she right I don't know. I am in a confused state of mind now. So I should slowly sort thing out and let it calm down. I think we all need a period of cooling down.
8:42 pm
After work on saturday nitez, I went over to laogong's house to stay over. After showering, I watch 周日八点档 wus him and later he go down buy me nasi lemak to eat. I particularly like the nasi lemak opp his block de. An old auntie sell de. It is very nice. A pack is just the rice and chilli anchovies. It's mamamia. While eating it we watched 我猜我猜我猜猜猜. Later then we continue to watch....but I cant remembered the show's name. Starring: 蔡卓妍，陈小春.... The story line somehow like 200 pounds beauty juz dat the middle portion and last portion different.
Haiz... Like the most is on sunday, I watched High School Musical. Before that I played ps1 wus laogong. And after watching the show, we continued to play and the last game I win hahaz....
Haiz... Like the most is on sunday, I watched High School Musical. Before that I played ps1 wus laogong. And after watching the show, we continued to play and the last game I win hahaz....
10:00 am
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
The past few days were a painful process to go through. Been quarreling and having different opinions on different matters. From the small matters triggered the problems of what we are having. How we are doin now it is still aright having reach a common understanding and try to accomodate each other.
How I wish we had more time for each other when the time is so limited. You are so busy wus ur fyp and I so busy wus my work. We almost see each other everyday yet the time we really saw each other and able to talk is less than 2 hours compared to the 24 hours each have everyday. On days like wed, sat and sun we don even meet up.
How I wish we can invent a device called time saving machine. When we are working or studying, we saved our time on the device and when we go out we can used the time we had saved den we will have more time to spend together.
I yearn for freedom at the same time I don even have enough time to spend wus uu let alone wus my girl friends. Haiz...
Time is so limited. Maybe I should work less if not I really had to struggle between giving tuition, working, studying and being committed to a relationship.
How I wish we had more time for each other when the time is so limited. You are so busy wus ur fyp and I so busy wus my work. We almost see each other everyday yet the time we really saw each other and able to talk is less than 2 hours compared to the 24 hours each have everyday. On days like wed, sat and sun we don even meet up.
How I wish we can invent a device called time saving machine. When we are working or studying, we saved our time on the device and when we go out we can used the time we had saved den we will have more time to spend together.
I yearn for freedom at the same time I don even have enough time to spend wus uu let alone wus my girl friends. Haiz...
Time is so limited. Maybe I should work less if not I really had to struggle between giving tuition, working, studying and being committed to a relationship.
3:18 pm
