Tuesday, January 23, 2007
Yawn..yawn...been so tired these past 2 days..On e 21, I was so suay lohz, I never been so late for work before de den that day, the stupid bus made me waited for so long den never turn up at all. Then I had to run all the way back to the other bus stop to catch another bus then I missed the bus when I reached the bus stop. Then in the end, I reached my work place at 12.20. I thought Susan lim and susan chua was working there that day de coz "cok 头" that what every one at work nickname him and can not let him heard it de he will be angry de... everyone call him cok 头 because his forehead look like luo han fish hahaz... never call me. Everytime I work at that bishan outlet then he will call me the previous day de. Den while working he tell me that he feel very weird today, den I ask him why? he said tell me later. Den while having dinner at the store, he ask me that if i am single do he stand a chance. i am so shocked lohz. later he even call centre point hush puppies where my sister is working to enquire what types of guys i likes... Siaoz, he is really desperate for girls liao...I heard from others that gt girl go out wus him before den he mao shou mao jiao de (take advantage) haiz...
2:38 pm
Thursday, January 11, 2007
I am really wondering why it is so hard to be a woman. Woman had to take care of the kids, look after the house chores and as well as work. Whereas man they all after work go happy or come back home and shake legs complaining tired but had a woman do so before. Not a word of complain and yet at the end of the day is just to get the husband’s infidelity.
I went to my boyfrenz house and as always there will be one pile of clothes over at the sofa over there. As the guys in their household get the privileges need not do the house chores, all the house chores are done by the mother alone and had to look after his auntie 2 children. Though I hate to do housework but I felt that I had the need to fold the clothes as the clothes were besides me when I am sitting in the living room. People wus some “automatic” were pick up the clothes as I am not the first time at his house liao.
His mother cook dinner for me so as to appreciate her I helped her fold the clothes. Back at home I don’t need to fold clothes, vacuum and mop the floor de, yet at his house I need to do all these just like a maid. Sometimes his mother went back to Malaysia I had to look after his auntie 2 children for a couple of hours before their parents fetch them back.
I doing all these for what??? Just like next time if I really get married to my boyfrenz den I can get along better wus his mother and thus there will be less fiction between mother and daughter-in-law hence the son need not choose to either side his mother or his wife right? Yet my boyfrenz don’t understand it! He think that I should accompany him and not do all these house chores. Who likes doing house chores anyway and I did all these for his mother, for him and for myself too. I also don’t want him to be caught in between 2 women. I want my life to be better too as I don’t like to quarrel wus people let alone mother-in-law.
I finished folding the clothes den my boyfrenz wanted me to accompany him eat dinner as he haven’t had his dinner yet but I am the sort of people who likes to finish the thing I am doing first before doing another thing. So I still need to keep the hangers and the mini clips that used to clip the clothes. I asked my boyfrenz to start eating first don’t need to wait for me. I finished keeping in 5 mins time and he had finished eating his dinner. Though I know he is already very hungry le but still this is my style of doing thing. I went to the dinner table and saw him finished his last mouth of rice and I can sense that he is angry wus me, I patted on his arm and he shake my hand off and he really raffled my feather. I actually wanted to eat dinner liao but since he showed me attitude and I don’t want to eat any more and I went to the room.
After which as it was really late and I need to go home though it is 8.45pm only but the bus ride from his house to my house takes more den an hour so I will reached home every late. As I am typing this now it is already 9.50pm and I am still at the expressway it still need at least half an hour den I will reached home. And pray tell me ard 10 plus is it safe for a girl to go back so late as I still had to walk quite a distance before I reached my house and to reach my house I need to walk a dark and long alley. It look fine in the day but at night I am scared got those wus perverted lurking around and since my block a lot of the occupants had already moved. My blocks and a few other blocks near it had been selected for the en-block thingy meaning the government need those plot of land to rebuild new stuffs I heard that it going to build condominium so only left a few of those who still waiting for the flats to be ready.
My mother workplace is at toa payoh and she likes living here she don’t want to move to another area anyway it is also very accessible so estimated that we will get our flat next year 2008. I think more den 80% of the occupants had already moved so it kinda deserted over here and there been a couple of break ins since during the day when all at work is deserted. So you see the cause of worry over here.
I went to my boyfrenz house and as always there will be one pile of clothes over at the sofa over there. As the guys in their household get the privileges need not do the house chores, all the house chores are done by the mother alone and had to look after his auntie 2 children. Though I hate to do housework but I felt that I had the need to fold the clothes as the clothes were besides me when I am sitting in the living room. People wus some “automatic” were pick up the clothes as I am not the first time at his house liao.
His mother cook dinner for me so as to appreciate her I helped her fold the clothes. Back at home I don’t need to fold clothes, vacuum and mop the floor de, yet at his house I need to do all these just like a maid. Sometimes his mother went back to Malaysia I had to look after his auntie 2 children for a couple of hours before their parents fetch them back.
I doing all these for what??? Just like next time if I really get married to my boyfrenz den I can get along better wus his mother and thus there will be less fiction between mother and daughter-in-law hence the son need not choose to either side his mother or his wife right? Yet my boyfrenz don’t understand it! He think that I should accompany him and not do all these house chores. Who likes doing house chores anyway and I did all these for his mother, for him and for myself too. I also don’t want him to be caught in between 2 women. I want my life to be better too as I don’t like to quarrel wus people let alone mother-in-law.
I finished folding the clothes den my boyfrenz wanted me to accompany him eat dinner as he haven’t had his dinner yet but I am the sort of people who likes to finish the thing I am doing first before doing another thing. So I still need to keep the hangers and the mini clips that used to clip the clothes. I asked my boyfrenz to start eating first don’t need to wait for me. I finished keeping in 5 mins time and he had finished eating his dinner. Though I know he is already very hungry le but still this is my style of doing thing. I went to the dinner table and saw him finished his last mouth of rice and I can sense that he is angry wus me, I patted on his arm and he shake my hand off and he really raffled my feather. I actually wanted to eat dinner liao but since he showed me attitude and I don’t want to eat any more and I went to the room.
After which as it was really late and I need to go home though it is 8.45pm only but the bus ride from his house to my house takes more den an hour so I will reached home every late. As I am typing this now it is already 9.50pm and I am still at the expressway it still need at least half an hour den I will reached home. And pray tell me ard 10 plus is it safe for a girl to go back so late as I still had to walk quite a distance before I reached my house and to reach my house I need to walk a dark and long alley. It look fine in the day but at night I am scared got those wus perverted lurking around and since my block a lot of the occupants had already moved. My blocks and a few other blocks near it had been selected for the en-block thingy meaning the government need those plot of land to rebuild new stuffs I heard that it going to build condominium so only left a few of those who still waiting for the flats to be ready.
My mother workplace is at toa payoh and she likes living here she don’t want to move to another area anyway it is also very accessible so estimated that we will get our flat next year 2008. I think more den 80% of the occupants had already moved so it kinda deserted over here and there been a couple of break ins since during the day when all at work is deserted. So you see the cause of worry over here.
10:36 am
Thursday, January 04, 2007
Today my first day back in school. Supposedly was yesterday de but sick den rest at home. Missed my 3rd enterprise ut. But I guessed should not mattered alot ba. Had a migraine around 4 plus at night den I ate too much paracetamol den gastric pain in the end stayed at home to rest should not had studied for my ut if I had known I am not going to school. Today lesson was a debate on realism and anti-realism. I am totally lost. Last semester lesson on metaphors, technology, religion and science I am still able to cope but today lesson.... I felt I am like a sheep on the cliff. Reading through resources I am even more confused and I need to take a stand of the realism and debated on it. I just had my lunch wus my laogong and his classmates and now back in class wus a sleepy mind. I still on holiday mood bahz hahaz.... Really wanted to go for an overseas trip. Feel like going to KL during my february holiday before the chinese new year. Went there last year and it was great. I went to genting and KL last year and really enjoyed alot but don have time to shop and look around in KL was really short of time. This time if I wanted to go KL i want to stay in berjaya times square hotel, it was really very splendid living there. The hotel room was a thousand time nicer than my house worz. The decor and the view was nice. The buffet breakfast was great too. If I am going there I think I will bring nicer clothes there..The place is too classy den if wear abit lok cok den really feel out of place. I remembered that on my last day of checking out of the hotel at the reception counter there were numerous people wearing power suits and elegant gowns walking out from the convention room den there I am right in front of the crowd wearing a blouse and demin skirt. So pai seh..But financially strapped of cash to go for holiday sob... den my contact lens used finish le den still need to replenished wahhhh need to spend alot this month... Okay enough said about me going back to read up more of the resources on the stupid realism stuffs.
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